i ♥ YOU!!!

i freak out trying not to think dat im getting older..huhu
and a new challenging world is waiting 4 me out there..jeng³~*

suda btahun *ptiwa* sedih tu blalu..tp aku maC rasa mcm bru ja smlm tjadi!!
kwn2 cuma mampu bg semangat… tp segalanya tlalu pyah tuk dpadam..mcm pmadam..klau la angin boleh bw suma luka ni..pegi jauh..shuh³~*

unbelieveable..perasaan yg lama uda ilang dr ati aku..muncul kembali!jeng³~*.. =))
suma bmula ari tu… finally aku kuar dr dunia penuh bosan dan m'ulangi semula saat indah;tp xla s'indah yg dharapkan..tp alhamduillah..greatFULLBLAST!
m'asyikkan yg penah aku tempuhi..saat tpenting dlm idup ini..
dlm dunia ari ni..jgn harap la ada manusia yg mo mbantu..jd…
pandai2 la mo idup…tp..at d same time..aku btl² blur..situasi ni lbh teruk dr yg aku jangkakan..ya..but i can make it through…i hv to face it..rite?..am i rite?..aku akn kuatkn diri tuk aku bina semula semangat yg ilang… aku akan biarkan masa telan semuanya…ngam³!..telan ko sna! i love u?!..ahaha..org yg plg ko syg la jua org yg plg ko benci …dua org yg slg syg myayangi juga slg mlukai ati satu sm lain!!
bbanding dgn jutaan pujian,pkataan yg plg ringkas skali jd ayat yg plg cantik ddunia ni.."i luv u owez"..when did it all change? everythng is so different now?
its so great waking up in my own room..
cuddling up under my own comforter..looking out my own window..and feeling so incredibly happy..without even remembering why…the memory makes me smile..and all i want to do is stay in bed and keep on smiling!!

FRENS:
kwn?..senang mo cari..tp,mo yg tul2 *kwn* ngn kita..susah buss~
lumrah idup la org katakan..
hargai la org yg da d'sekeliling anda..chewah~..
d dunia ni cuma ada rasa gembira,selesa,bahagia.. betapa jauh utk kita pegi..
saling m'ingati..dan bsemangat utk mhadapi khidupan demi klangsungan idup..
saling pecaya;teda sepa akan mninggalkan sepa..
ada waktu2nya..x suma dpt dkongsi bsama..sowie guys im not perfect; please forgive me for any possible wrongs, mistakes and errors that I unintentionally cause to hurt u..know I can't please everyone around me, I'm sorry! just believe our love does not on being 2gether..huhuu..
its deeper than that.. our closenes is sumtnhg inside our heart that
is owez ready 2 be shared whenever the need is rises…
luv ya all!!

knp? hny komplikasi yg hadir dlm idup ni? sepa yg hrus dpsalahkn? pkir cpt..…adaka pegangan hdup itu suda ckup utk mcapai tahap ksempurnaan..yg x mnepati khendak realiti?
just 4get bout it..
pa² pun..life must go on rite? sejrah bkti mnsia tu wjud..bkn jminn tuk bhgia @ derita..suma tpulang..smada individu tu sndri tuk mnentukn nasibnya!!..n aku plih tuk hrgai idup ne.. aku x dpt kaC puas ati suma urg..so jan hrp sumting yg kmu xkan dpt..i get so tired of worrying bout wat ebribodi else thinks!!
all of a sudden i feel so self-conscious..will sumbdy talk bout me behind my back?..im owez so irritated but i dunno y.im bored dis sux..i wish i could juz stay here in my room.its lonely,but at least..im x downstairs,x dpt patah blk..tpulang a dr dri..smada mo bw ke dpn or..kaC tgl ja d blkg..pa yg lalu tu..xmungkin t'ulang g..yg akn dtg..smesTnya mmuaskn ati..bjar tuk mhargai..
teda sepa yg mo idup susah..
tp..dr jatuh la kita bangun..
selagi x jatuh..xkan sedar..
yg khilangan byk peluang dpn mata..

huhuhu..now i feel good..
in fact i feel GREAT!!...